It has been six months since I laughed ashamedly when I read a message from him . He said he loves me and want to be my boy .
first impression, SHOCK !

come on, I do love him for a long time .
but we know each other just for a few days !
short time, huh? :)

I don't know why he shoot me that fast, but I'm in LOVE !
I can't think more that time .
all I know, I love him.
he loves me .
ends of story
that's all I know .

then I accepted him with one question before,
do you really love me? or just playing with me like some other guys?

I saw an 'emot' smile on my phone , (I really imagine he do there)
then, I read .
Of course I do love you . well, do you want to my girl? and what name should I call you?

I really really happy that time ! :D
I sent a lot of message ! for my my friends, of course .
they're shock too, they congratule me,
they want me to celebrate this moment, and I really don't mind about it :)
I was so happy that time .

but next morning ..
happy? still .
nervous? OH YEAH, ABSOLUTELY !
I had to meet him as a couple for the FIRST TIME .

It's soooooo awkward .
I didn't know what to say !
my brain was too busy take care of my heart. it beats soooo fast and hard .
I think he can hear it :D
while my eyes was too busy looking at him . I was spellbound . :*
I can't believe he's mine ! :)
but then he started the conversation .
then I responded it . and he's turn . my turn . and his . and mine.
it seemed that this conversation won't gonna stop ! :)
but the bell was rings .
and sadly, the conversation, stopped.
but then next day until now, we do have a good communication .
he text me everynight, call me sometimes .
Its really nice for me :')

our relationship,
doesn't run really well,
a lot of problems rain on us .but yeah,
as long as we can solve it, no matter, huh? :)
a relation without problem?
I have to say NO. I mean, what will it can be?
just a boring bond . :S

It has been six months .
and I still love him, but not like yesterday .
IT SO MUCH BIGGER ! :)

but I don't know.. what about him? :(

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