First, I'm gonna say it clear.
I'M NOT THE LAZY TYPE.

everyday I force myself to study.
And then maybe it become one of reason why I hate study.
I'm tired of studying. I have had enough! ><

because everytime I study I don't get smarter.
I was just realizing I'm not good at this. Do you get the point?

When I studied physics, I found it hard.
I really can give myself up so I keep learning, but yeah as expected I wasn't improved.
At all.

And THAT is happening in almost every subject. Especially this damn freak thing called Math.
Everytime I study Math, I can't hold my tears. Why can I be this stupid?
I mean, there was really time when I LOVE Math !
Remembering that time and knowing it is not the same like now, I was so.. It's really ironic for me.

Everytime I study, I was just realizing that I'm lacking of everything.
Everytime I study, I was just wondering what am I really good at? Is it even exist?
Or maybe I AM an useless girl, don't have anything special.

People with talent are blessed.
They know what they best at, they know what they want to be.
They know WHAT TO DREAM.

Me?
Nothing much. Just wandering around.
Heading nowhere.
I've been already in 3rd grade now but I still wasn't sure where I want to go after graduate.

Everytime I tried to study, I failed.
nothing works for me.

Label: life :)

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